I hope this works for you, because you won't be disappointed when you open it.

The weekend looks good:

My horoscope tell me:
Today marks the beginning of the end for an impasse within the relationship sector. You may attract friends who can help you climb out of the proverbial hole you find yourself in. Changing your mental attitude is the first step.

So I think that things are looking up. The goal for the weekend is to get out of the proverbial hole that I have been in. Changes were no good. See things change!!!

They has been talk of something going on at the Pharmacy Bar and Asylum for tonite. Sarah and I are going to go to my place after work to watch last nite's Conan (on Comedy Central at 6). This means that we have to jet at 6 so that we are home in time to watch Spader. Then its off to the bar to start drinking - I mean it is so beautiful and warm out today that a beer in the sun cannot be beat. But I suppose that it will be dark by the time we order that first beer - but the spirit of sunshine will still be with us.

Hey folks, the Megadork is back!!!!

It's been awhile since my last blog and those have been few and far between and have only included cute pictures or sob stories of my non-existant boyfriend. Seasonal affective disorder really got the best of me this year. Last year I was able to get through it even though Liz was in Baltimore and I was stuck in my apartment in Takoma Park and I even though I discoved Bright Eyes. Maybe I should thank Conor Oberst for helping me through the Blizzard of 2003, because I vowed to stay away from B.E. this year and I was a mess after Thanksgiving.

"I'm no good in winter. These gray days, they're so sad." - Jason Slocumb, Igby Goes Down

It's getting better all the time:

*Today is Matt's (my brother) birthday. He is 20 and he happens to be driving through Silver Spring today. So we are going to lunch and I got him this cute tshirt from Urban.

*Sarah and I found an apartment in Mount Pleasant and we move in 10 days.

*I am going to see the Walkmen in 7 days and the Strokes in 19 days.

*I am also a genius for knowing that something weird was going on with Mars - Sarah's horoscope for March in Vanity Fair mentioned something about Mars moving out of her 12th house. See Sarah for more details.

Fun things to do in 2004:

*Familarize yourself with the Dunne family (Dominick Dunne is an incredible writer for Vanity Fair and also an author - his son Griffin is a very handsome actor - his daughter Dominique was in Poltergeist and was mysteriously murdered shortly after she made the film- his brother John just recently passed away and was married to Joan Didion.) This is a very interesting an talented family who I would like to know more about and I think you should too.

*House parties - these have been very fun for me so far.

*Stop going to the Diner - I may love the coffee and the waiters, but this is not how to deal with a sad day.

*Start practicing with your band. Mine is called From Mammals to Robots.

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The only thing that plagues me right now is that I can be replaced by a robot.

This is my brother's IM profile:

"I didn't take no shortcuts
I spent the money that I saved up
Aw mama runnin' out of luck
Well like my sister don't give a fuck!!

Quoting Julian - it doesn't get any better.

I stayed up until 5 AM on both Friday and Saturday nite. I have been writing songs and listening to the Walkmen's new album. I have been thinking about Diner Boy and trying to realize that it is never going to happen. I have been trying to be happy, while my friends fall in and out of love. And I am still stuck on the same boy, who can only stop by my table, say hi and smile at me for 2 minutes and leave. I have been invited to a "rip your heart out before someone else does" party on Valentine's Day. I want to wear pink and red and stay up until 5 AM and avoid love because it is too mentally damaging for me.

Okay, here is my fucking haiku: You want depressing - you got depressing!!!


I am a zombie
Answering phones at the morgue.
Is this my calling?

We love you Tim Fletcher:



(this is the same view we had at the show on 1/28/04)

Bunnies!!



This is the next book on my reading list.

NATION???

The Strokes are playing at Nation on March 9th. I want to go but, I do NOT want to go to Nation. This is a dilemma. I am devoted - so I think you know the answer.

Want to or no?

Superbowl Weekend

fridaysaturdaysunday!